The vacuum of space

Well, I have thought and I have meditated, and I have come to the conclusion that I am going to have to push myself every morning and ongoingly until I get out of this ditch. I did just crawl into my bedroom closet and create some sanity; next I am going to work on this office and get it finished so that I know right where I am and have everything ready to work with. I have to get the excuses out of the way, and then .. to the races!