Sunday morning - I'm sitting in Larry's den - he's still asleep. It's nine o'clock, and it's very quiet and peaceful here.

Had the STRANGEST dream last night - I was sharing a little, ratty room with Joel - we had twin beds, and he was standing over by his bed. Big, huge snakes were falling out of a hole in the ceiling over his bed, and they were falling on him and on his bed. Maggots were involved, some of them were on him, and the snakes were eating the maggots.

I have NO idea, so don't ask.

Went out on the bar crawl again last night. When we got to the sleaziest bar in creation (the Male Box) this guy we had seen last night was there .. "Steve." He's supposed to be dancing at Larry's party in two weeks. Anyway, he was working us over like a cheap nickel for a while, then he didn't want to have anything to do with us. Bleh. Peelers. We then went out to Cafe Brazil on Central to have a late breakfast, and that was tasty, crowded, and .. bleh. Larry and Gary were eyeballing every cute man in the place - and I just don't care anymore. Is there something wrong with me for that?

Today, we're putting up the two Christmas trees, and then I guess I'll drive home and put up my own Christmas stuff. While at Garden Ridge yesterday, I bought some silk flower cleaner (yay!) and a display case for the one model car that I have which has no display case (yay!) - both together for under ten bucks. Do I keep the model cars out when I put out the Christmas stuff? I don't remember.

Donny and Al were out again last night, and I assiduously ignored them both. They'll, of course, be at the party. Larry is expecting me to tend bar .. why does this feel to me just like the foundations for what happened five years ago? I'm bringing up a guy that will be new meat, I'll be behind the bar, so he'll be out in the crowd socializing, he's not inclined to stick with me, since we don't have anything "going." Larry is even talking about having the same dancer at the party - the one who shoved me out of bed five years ago! Um.

Did some reading up on crystal meth yesterday - I don't know much more from the US Government's website than I did before I looked. Weird. I actually wrote to Travis last night and asked him what could be done organically to help someone with that issue. No answer yet, of course, if I ever get one. Maybe it would just be best to contact Dr. Dan and ask him.

I think Larry's up, so I'm going to log off and hang out with him.